Long story short, that's what I want right now. A fresh start. On the internet, in my life, in everything.

I'm in the process of cleaning out everything right now, and I want to clean out everything in preparation for a new me.


I don't really want to talk about the reason why. Basically I went a little nuts tonight, over work, stress, maybe just nuts in general. I'm starting to wonder if I'm just being a teen or if there's seriously something wrong with me. At any rate, I'm just tired of all this stress and self-loathing. I'm tired of sitting around while I dig my own grave deeper, and most of all, I'm tired of writing long-winded speeches about how I realize the error of my ways and decide to change, and then not doing anything different at all.

I won't be posting any more. On anywhere. I'm shutting everything down and cutting off all obligations. It might come across as lazy to drop everything, but I can't handle both my online life and my real life at the same time. I've learned that it's not healthy at all. Not now.

I'm sorry to disappoint all my large crowds of fans but this is